ok, i was thinking maybe he would see it as rude. but honestly I am so upset with him currently I kind of don't care. I do want my marriage back, but still trying to deal with the hurt that he has caused. His obvious relationship with OW and then having to listen to my kids talk about her while I am getting them down for bed is almost to much to deal with. Although I will, cuz I have to. I do not want them to think of their daddy then any other way then they do now, and hopefully he will see that.
Just feeling a bit down right now, especially after hearing my kids talk about the OW just like she is just another one of daddy's friends. Hearing how she comments that my daughters hair looks like mermaid hair, and that she put sunscreen on my sun. UGH. I know I should not let it bother me, but who wouldn't be bothered by it. I honestly can't understand why my H does not see this as so incredibly disrespectful and expects me to take it. Sometimes I want to explode and tell him how I feel, but I just hold it in because I know that doing so will NOT bring me closer to my goal.
