Journalling ...

H has left for 2 weeks. I feel a little sad to be alone again, so I must find some stuff to keep me occupied. A friend and her H are coming out for a visit next week (for 2 days), so that's something to look forward to. In the meantime, I will start sorting stuff out in the house, that we can get rid of just in case we do move to the States.

Started digging some stuff out of the garden, and replanting with new shrubs. Hard work, but I enjoyed it. I have never really been an enthusiastic gardener, but have been really reading up on it, and trying to learn as much as I can. It turns out that I rather enjoy it, and my new enemy in life, are aphids. Evil little monsters, chewing up my dahlias, and my nusturtiums.

Must start planning for the next 3 months re studying, trips to be taken, and so forth.

Still giving H space to figure things out about his job sitch, and I am hoping all that will be resolved in the next two months. He gets so angry (which is not like him), and I can feel he is stressed, and that makes me nervous for his health. But, I will try and detach from this too, as I have in the past, as I am from my D20's sitch, etc. Detaching gives one the peace and clarity and ultimately, the ability to think clearly and logically and not with emotion. Hope I can keep it up.


Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed.
D35,S/D twins28,D22
EA4/04 End? Who knows?
"Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim