please help with advice, new here, H in mlc

[HBT]

mom,
I wish I could say it went great. I didn't know how to act and it seemed as if he was just checking on me to see if I was 'ok' and that put me on the defensive. I don't need a pity party I need my husband. He said maybe this was a bad idea. Well, it got better after awhile, we realxed saying we 'just didn't know how to do this' but it was just very strange. Also he didn't stay long which hurt my feelings. I guess I'm still feeling the sting but he gives me such mixed signals. I catch a glimpse of the old h now and then and I get hope but the current h came out saying I need to go! I don't know what I expected...