You sound awesome. I'm so glad that you are in a better place right now. I read, read, read my Bible during my D sitch. Pray for the strength you need and know it will come.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10