That's so awesome that you had a wonderful day w/ the kids. I can relate -- I have 3 boys, 7, 3 & 1. Sometimes it's really hard! You do sound very strong and I would imagine that one of these days H is going to see that and wonder the the H&LL was I thinking??

Hang in there. Make sure you do special things just for you every once in awhile.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10