Need Help!!!

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I honestly do not know why but I feel as lonely as humanely possible right now. My wife and son returned home from a baby shower that kept them there overnight and I am confused because I should be happy that they are back.

I do not know if it is the uncertainty of our marriage that has got me down or the desire to have my wife come back to the relationship.

If this does not work out I know that I will have learned from all of this and be a better person for it. I guess I would prefer it to be with my wife...