You sound strong, but I do know that this must be extraordinarily difficult, even if they don't plan to get married, or even live together. This is one of the dreams that you had for YOUR life with HIM, and now someone else is getting it.
But I can tell you from experience, that a naricissitic man does not make a good father, and he will be unlikely to provide his gf with the support she would like to have, nor would he have done so for you. WL, I was/am married, and my M is still ending. I prayed for its restoration, but it didn't happen. It seems that God has other plans for me. Like you, I don't understand why, since we made vows to Him - but that's what's happening. I'm not really sure that being M helped much, so don't go feeling guilty about that, if you are.
You will indeed replace him, with someone far better - you just need to recover first, from your R with him. This shocking news may or may not help, but in the long run, you will make your life wonderful.
You have changed so much from even a few months ago; you have been helping me so much and I really appreciate it. You are a special woman, and you will be blessed.
I have to go - my internet is down and I'm using a computer at my parents' house.
I will keep you in my prayers.
Love, Nicola
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