HBT I know how that is, the day the bomb was dropped on me I had come home in time so we could all go to Sun night mass. The kids and I still go Sunday nights to mass, they just keep it in their plans. The kids will be strong for you while you try and work this out. They are always positive for me as well.
Some times I wonder how a woman that was so close to her daughters can just walk out. She left Thur am and has not called either one and will be away from "home" until a week from Monday. Maybe this time alone will give her the chance to think things through. I am still not sure if she is in MLC or just a WAW.
Be careful this afternoon, it will be hard and you need to stand tall, "act as if" you will be ok.
"Worry is the price you pay for most of the things in life that never happen"