please help with advice, new here, H in mlc

[HBT]

NWH,
Man I'm trying, my pillow is soaked from my first night sleeping alone! I blew it this am though, went to mass with d, got alittle teary-haven't been to church in years. My d just puts her arm aroound me and says 'everything's going to be ok mom, he'll be back soon'! She said she has a positive feeling and isn't worried. I wish it'd rub off on me...

BTW, h just called from golf course, 'checking in' and wants to stop by for awhile!! I played it very cool on the phone, you'd be proud. Also, I did keep a biscuit down this am too; my first goal!. Thx for being here today!