Why are we all at the place we are? that is a question I ask myself alot. Wish I had a good answer. Is this Gods plan, as my mother tells me? Is it destiny? Once again I dunno. But I do know that I willed be damned if no matter what happens in my life I dont do the best for myself if I can.

Sometimes I think my (all of ours) WAS's think that we should all be wallowing in misery because they choose to leave. Ha. I refuse. Yeah I still am open to mine coming back and working on things. If she does great. Until she does, or if she does not, I choose to live each day to the best of my ability.

Dont let all of this crush your spirit no matter what!!

I dont know if my words help, but I just type as I feel at the moment. Have a good night bud!!

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