Atlas. Sometimes when I read your posts, I feel a special commoraderie with you. I am sorry that you are in this place. As I am sorry I am too. Hang in there bro. I know that no matter how all this plays out you will come out the other end a better person, just as I plan too. Sometimes I wish you were living down the block from me, then we could hang out, and offer more support than type written words. Sucks that all of this could not even come from her. What can I say??? Hang tough!