please help with advice, new here, H in mlc

[HBT]

NWH,
I so appreciate your thoughts, I don't know how you are so strong but do appreciate the support. I feel so helpless right now, my d in the same room oblivious to my pain. This is my worst nightmare and its seems to be just beginning.

I know every couple has their issues, but its the (lack of) marriage committment and dedication to it that blows me away. He was such a moral and honorable person; but now lies spew out of him on a daily basis and he's irate with me for catching them! So so hurtful.