please help with advice, new here, H in mlc

[Not w/o Hope]

HBT
Just checking in, I know that this may seem like your darkest hour, we all have gone through this. You must remember that you are not to blame, and it is hard to figure everything out. There are many more questions than answers. Right now please know you have done nothing wrong, no marriage is perfect we all have those every day issues. The person who your H is now is not the person who was with you all those years.

He's gone, reality; what do I do now.

Be strong, it will seem like your just going through the motions, but know that you will get through this. You must do this, your children will see and they do know that you are the one who is trying. They might not tell you or want to talk about it with you but they know trust me, be strong for them. They need a stable you even though you are hurting inside. You also must take care of yourself, it is important. You will redefine your life as you travel along on this journey, we all have changed, I believe for the better and are stronger. You to will once again enjoy seeing the sun rise and the sun set.