Had a pretty good day, spent too much $s and didnt even buy the bike yet!

Had my pro backrub this morning. WOW! Best massage I have ever had, not kidding. Just right on pressure, this girl really knew where the "knots" were....ok, get your mind out of the gutter! ;\)

W did not call at all today, that sucks as she said she would after kids went to circus. \:\(

Found myself suprisingly pissed off today at this thought...W never wants to do anything while we are here, literally wont even go swimming in the backyard and when she goes to Dallas, its, wheeeee, Circus, Water Park. I swear, that just pisses me off to no end and it has always been this way. The Devil is out so gonna get this off my chest. I resent her for this stuff and always have. I am jealous of her willingness to do things with her sister and BIL (whom can do no wrong in her eyes and I think if they would have met before her sister did, they would be married). I want to go with this for a second. He is a "christian" guy who clearly lusts after my W even though he is married to her sister. Whenever he can get her "close" he does. One good example is when he had a motorcycle, my W was up in Dallas without me (suprise) and I get this call and my son says "mom went on a ride w/ BIL on his motorcycle". Yeah, right, he wanted to feel her reaching around holding on with her boobs pressed into his back. Its so transparent, I am still not happy about it when I think of it 2 yrs later. I told her when this happened that it was irresponsible, she has 4 kids and people die on motorcylces all the time. Literally a few months later one of BIL friends died on a motorcycle accident. MMMHH.

I had to get this out, sorry. So, off to the circus they go today, if I had known they wanted to go to the circus (we went last year) I would have taken them. Waterpark tomorrow, my W wont put a swimsuit on around here but hey, when in Dallas!!! WTF. Wow, still mad.


OK, deep breath, will talk to her shortly so better get Good CVA out and be super happy. \:\)

Bought an IPOD today (Video one). Dont think I am going to tell her, just that I had a great day, shopped, worked out, got a massage etc. PMA

OK, have a field day Nomo and others, hit me with it. Devil is gone now.

C


Me: 46
Wife: 39
D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7
Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07
Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.