Your feelings will return. Since you are tired of standing maybe that is an indication that you must just leave H and your marriage with God. He is there to take over our burdens so that we can recuperate, right?
Take care.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
