I have to say, the thoughts of infidelity have taken over lately, and it is the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with. I guess i'm doing ok with it, but I feel like I have absolutely no control at all.
You don't. Or do you mean you don't have control of your thoughts? I'm glad you reco's me to reread your thread. When I see my actions/sitch through someoen else it is easier to see everything. You like golf? Think about John Daly skipping the PGA practice rounds b/c he didn;t feel like playng in 100 plus degrees. So he hung out at the casino for 2 days and then opened up with a 67! In other words, get your mind off things and go do whatever you want for a bit. I expect my W to 'be done' tomorrow. Going to accept it and move on. Still a lot of time left for us. Hang in there, you got the skills
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