Not so Shocked 4

[nickyf]

Hi everyone

Husband came to pick D3 up for her overnight visit so i have had the afternoon to myself. I made the most of it and went shopping . Tonight i am going out for a few drinks with a friend which i am looking forward to, hopefully won't have a sore head in the morning lol .

My sister is doing a car boot sale tomorrow so i went up into the loft to see if i had anything for her to take. Whilst looking i came acroos loads of things of my husbands including the leters that i sent him the first year we were together when he was posted in Cyprus. I also came across the letters that he sent me, it was hard reading them but brought back fond memories of how things were. There is still so much of my husbands life still in the loft, i have realised that the only thing he really took with him when he left were his clothes and a few photos that i have give him since.

When he was here visiting today he still seemed a little distracted and down, i suppose the best way for me to describe the way he looks is EMPTY, if you know what i mean. Almost like he does not know what his purpose in life is now.

Hope everyone is ok

Nicky