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[ACJ]

Cat,
I've never posted to you before but your latest 'story' rang so many bells with me. My H left once before but only for a month. I didn't know about DBing then. He was home for 18 months and has now been gone again for 21 months. I'm still trying to work out what his issues are but I think he is frightened of dying young like his father and so feels the need to do all the things he never got chance to do when he was young. We M and had kids young and so naturally it is my fault that he never did these things. I know exactly how you feel and hope you don't have to wait as long as me to get back on track.

((((((((Hugs))))))))