I was going to post yesterday, but ran out of time. :P
Your previous post about what you are excited about/looking forward to and the things you are planning to get out and do for yourself sounds great. I know how hard it is to leave the kids with others and go do 'un-necessary' things for yourself. But I think it's vital, especially when you bear 100% of the burden of caring for three busy boys yourself. They need for you to be refreshed and relaxed as much as you need it. BTDT.
Saffie, Cat and Sara are all right as well--it is normal to be up and down about the sitch. It takes time to work through the shadow of the OW, and it takes truckloads of time to restore trust. In the meantime, just take each day as it comes. Acknowledge your feelings--recognize them for what they really are: fear, etc, and then lay them down and pick up thoughts that make you feel better about yourself...that bring you back to the REAL Kelly, the girl who is strong, confident, and beautiful.
