Thanks for your replies. I have moved over onto the newcomers forum under the same heading, but am glad I checked this post.
I have stopped the drinking I have not had a drop since that last Friday night so I have that under control. I have tried doing the 180 but it is hard when he is not here.
The whole baby thing was and is still heartbreaking, and Hope I have read your thread and so I know you understand what its like. It is very hard to know how to deal with it, but this EA just came out of the blue, I mean I knew there were problems but it was like 4 years later when we had sort of moved on from it.
I have read both your threads and really admire and respect what you have done to try and save your M, but I just think I am done, how do you fight for it when the other just not want to.
I have to go out now but would really love to hear your thoughts on what has been going on.
