I've been laying low, working on my life and obviously visiting here from time to time.
Update. My exSO has got his gfriend pregnant. She's due in 2 months. He still lives two doors down from me. They are not getting married. They are not moving in together.
Apparantly they were going through a rough patch and she's on the pill and boom, surprise, surprise, she's pregnant!
When asked if he loves her he says I don't know. (not to me, to others, cause I haven't talked to him about that at all.)
I feel bad for him. I do hope he buckles down and makes a good dad.
Well that's that. Hopefully this just helps me really move forward.
Don't know why things had to go this way, spiritually I mean, but it's how they are. I do still love him, but I will leave him alone.
I found this information out from a mutual friend. I'm just going to leave it alone. I'm not going to say anything to him about me knowing or anything. Just leave it alone. Move on.