thanks Sara. You are right, it is the devil, and my H's weak state of mind, he has issues like you have no idea, he thought this PA would jolt him back to life, now he sees he's bringing everyone down with him. I'll give him credit for actually telling his mom the whole thing, when I found out last time and while it was going on she didn't know (her and his sister are the only family he has)
FIrst i told him to come and get his things. Then I felt sorry and told him he could sleep on the couch, now i don't know if that was the right thing. A small part of me is actually afraid he'll hurt himself, he sounded like a mess over the phone.
Just keep me in my prayers, my case is a weird one, there is always one poor soul who drops out of this board because things go wrong, but there are more success stories than failures from here.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
