Cursed My husband says he loves me but he doesn't initiate sex and when I try he seems to not want me to touch him. This makes me feel like I am not attractive or desirable.
I am lonely and can't imagine anyone would ever want or desire me. I understand the lonely part as being a valid and real feeling. The no one would want you, well yes that feeling is valid but let me tell you it is not true. Some where someone could want you. BTDT myself but realize it was more about what I felt than what might be the truth in the real world.
I am not suggestion you test the theory someone will want you by making yourself available to another man. Just saying that feeling "no one wants you" is a common thought, but not something you can prove.
Start a thread and maybe become un-cursed. Lots of data type details help.
