I am incredibly lonely without my boys here. I still miss CW, but without the boys here, it is too quiet and I am lonely. I stew about the fact that I am alone and that this could be the norm. I have travelled for work over the years, being gone for up to 2 weeks. I never missed them because I always knew it was temporary.
CW brought up the D again yesterday, asking if she should give me a list of information that she needs.
What is crazy about the whole thing, CW came over to my place again today and finished cleaning. If she is so dead set on a D, why doesn't she just leave me alone.......I don't have the strength to resist her some days.....
I am feeling sorry for myself and don't know what to do. I am going out with some friends later, but I have such a whole in my heart that it is just a temporary fix. The friends I will be with are so supportive to me. I don't know what I would do without them and all of you.
Me: 44 S: 17 and 7 Final-6-13-08 I once went to a psychic who told me I would soon feel cheated......
