hope, I know its a start, I do, but I'm having a pretty hard time keeping it up, being w/ my kids all day, the reality takes over. My patience is shot,feeling guilty,my heart is heavy and tears are welling in sadness and frustration. I only wish I was stronger and more in control but I gave that away-so so sad...
Me: 44 H: 47 M: 15 yrs SS: 20 SD: 18 S: 15 D: 11 BOMB: H left 8/4/07
