Because now that I'm not taking the ADs, I'm back to realising that there is a problem that needs to be dealt with. And I'm actually pleased that I'm back to realising that NOW, rather than in 10 or 20 years of coasting along blindly on ADs.



Does that make any sense to anyone?


Yes.
For some people the emotions are overwhelming, and the AD's help them filter enough to make decisions. For example, if I were to go thru another A, I would immediately go on proxac or xanbar's. For some, it just makes them indifferant to the point of not doing anything.
Resolving the problem always requires action.

Why dont you update us on your thread AC. What is your game plan for addressing the sitch?

How has the surfing been?