Have fun at the wedding. I know what you mean by feeling the loss of the emotional connection. However, I find that it's by starting to focus on doing whatever makes ME happy -- going to dance classes right now, taking my girls to see Harry Potter tomorrow/dinner after (with or without W, don't know which now), reading, thinking about me and my goals -- are slowly getting me to a place where I'm truly OK. I miss my W and the intimacy that we had, but realize that unless she opens that door herself, it's gone, possibly forever. And really, you know what, that's truly her loss too.
So, have fun tonight and tomorrow.
Keep making efforts with your W, but stop focusing on her so much.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
