I first plan is to read the detaching post the Cali and Bob wrote everyday. I have tolearn that I can make it with out his love or him and I am finding myself which i lost that is the hardest part for me. It is reallyhard for me to have that hard side it is not my personality. He calls and asks so concerned. He plays with my mind so much. I am trying to stay busy. I've been trying to spend time with Y son before he goes back to college. That will be the hardest with him gone. I am going to try and get all my accounts and everything up to date. Do an inventory on things and go meet with my bil that is husband b but he is a partner in our business and an accountant. He wants to goover thingswith me . He is a good guy and I have always been close to him and his wife. Then I guess find a good lawyer.
1. We have to learn to be positive. I have been listening to the secrets of personal achievement to try to teach myself goals for myself. That I am the only one that can control what I do and how I do it. 2. Set a goal. No matter how small just set it and follow thru. 3. Exercise. 4. I just have to learn to be strong.
Thats kinda tenative plan. Mat is is the hardest thing I have ever done. I didn't realize in the last 2 or 3 years how much I have become to try and save everything and lost myself. It was all for him instead of me. I would really like to take a few days and go somewhere but I don't know where.
