The weird thing is, I spent my life "settling" and "coasting along blindly" before I started the medication, and I'm finding it much easier to take action and do something about my situation while I'm on it.
I'm not so afraid to take action, and it's easier for me to believe that taking action will lead to happiness. Without medication, I tend to assume that taking action will lead to disaster and true happiness will forever be out of reach.
a fine and enviable madness, this delusion that all questions have answers, and nothing is beyond the reach of a strong left arm.