Not much to report. The movie was good. The trip back to Colorado was good. We went white water rafting- 2 days in a row. We even did some jumping off the high rocks into the flowing river (very cool!!).
H barely spoke to me though. He was always off with my brother or my aunt or cousins. Hardly spent any time with me. Even when rafting. There were 12 of us, and we did a girls boat and a guys boat. He didn't even sit with me on the bus ride to the drop off point or the pick up point.
I just let it slide. I'm so tired of this.
It's almost the weekend and I know he's going to ask me to come over. S is still in Colorado, and D has a sleep over. I've already made plans on my own though. No more weekend wife.
I resign my lease for another year when I get back from San Jose. I've started living for me and stopped waiting around for him. Just can't do it anymore.
