I just now got caught up on your sitch over the last week or so, and want to send my love and support. I know you are feeling immense pressure and deep anguish, and my prayers are with you.
You made this comment on your previous thread:
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I should go far , far away and I want to but I cannot expalin why I forgive him again and again. Maybe when I love myself enough I will say stop or maybe I just trust God too much?
Honey, God does not require us to lie down and stay put in a bad situation. Forgiveness is not a sacrifice of our rights to safety/life/liberty/happiness. You are not in any way obligated to continue to expose yourself and your children to dangerous episodes in the name of forgiveness.
You are receiving important advice here--COG's words (and those of everyone else) are very wise. Don't lose sight of your safety, worth, or dignity in the name of keeping your M together. You are the only person who can stand for ending the cycle of abuse in your M.
