Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. I am really feeling pretty good lately.

Lissie,

I will never lose myself again. Been there, done that!!

Things are so busy at work right now. At the end of the summer marking period, I am moving my class to another building and will be teaching 3 sections of science and social studies to my home group only. I have to meet with other teachers who will be taking one of my groups over to bring them up to speed about the students. Then I have to meet with the two teachers I will be teaching with and then move everything and put it away to be ready to teach again. Not much time to worry about my situation.

I am not sure but I would like to go to see my son during this treatment. It really scares me that they are destroying his immune sysem during this procedure.

Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.