I went out of town for a couple of day last week. Actually, I joined my girls at church camp and had a really nice time. I did contact my husband a few times while I was gone to check in, but have since stopped that. We haven't talked since Saturday. I feel better than I did last week, but I still have moments (as I'm sure all of you do). I know 5 days is nothing in the whole scheme of things but I feel like this is what it's going to be like. I have to prepare myself for the worst and hope for the best.