I hope you are both right , perhaps being sick has worn me down some but I wonder if W realy does want to move on but is not going to say so nor wants to be seen as the one to pull the final pin. Now is waiting for me to slip up so that she can lay the blame on me for the ultimate failure. I find it just so frustrating at the moment , Her being distant for months , then telling me I should leave , the wedding ring off , the admitted A and then finaly moving out , all through this I have dealt with her with understanding and kindness. I buy a bed cover and its to her the reason to end it all ??
I dont know if I have the strenght for much more of this . I struggle to see her dealing with her issues .
Anyway thats enough of that rave. I will wait until I am feeling better before doing anything at all , I may feel different by then.
