What goals have you met?

[mkultra]

One Goal that has been extremely difficult is to not rally the troops. I am not sure how do this and keep my support group. I keep hearing non DBing messages from my friends and family.

I want to remain zen and be a better listener. I kept having zen moments in the crowds at Disneyland. I would look around and see all the faces and think that they would empathize with my situation. They would see that what has happened is not all my fault and that many people has suffered through this situation with their own spouse and parents. That was a big step for me because before I would see families and fathers in crowds and just cry thinking why are they happy and we are miserable. Now I see people that I can connect with instead.