Sometimes it is just the anticipation of seeing OW that gets me like this. Stupid as that might sound...
Doesn't sound stupid at all. I saw OW at the grocery store in the checkout line one day as I was walking into the store, promptly threw up, and now I scan the parking lot every time I go to make sure she isn't there. And I still feel sick the most of the time I'm shopping (what if she comes in after me?). I can't even imagine HAVING to see her on a regular basis.
I realize that we both need to work on getting PAST this and I look forward to SD's thoughts, but just wanted to empathize and let you know you're not alone (by a longshot). Don't beat yourself up too much for not talking to her. You'll get there, but I think just having the strength to be there at all is a big accomplishment for now.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
