Thanks. It does help to see/hear it over and over and over again. And one last time never hurts either.
I'm not ready to throw in the towel. Really, I've only been doing this with my W around for just at 2 weeks. It really is too soon to expect any turnaround.
For today at least, I'm at a mental state where I'm still in love with my wife and really want her in my life, but it's her decision, for the moment, to move away from what I can offer her. So, I'm acting normally around her, like a friend, when we're together, but just starting to live my life like I want to live it. It's going to be difficult. She's been THE major influence in my life since I was 19. It's hard not to consider how what I do will affect her. I don't want to put any burden on her, but I am going to start figuring out what makes me happy and doing it. Looking back, should have done so earlier in our R, but I really was happy "just" being her husband.
Laissez les bon temps roulez!
BD
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Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
