I'm so angry right now, I'm having problems concentration on the positives from yesterday. I don't even know if I want this marriage. Someone from my office just told me they saw my husband walking around downtown last night at 7:30 with the OW. I was golfing on my league and don't get home until 9:45. He told me he was downtown with people from work for a little while and then came home for the rest of the evening.

Right now I just want to tell him to GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE......I'm done. You can have her. I want to tell him to get his stuff and get out of the house. I'm moving on.

How I know why he touched me and held me last night. The guilt. I don't want to do this anymore!!!!!!

Faith

H 48
W 57
M 15 yrs
T 18 yrs
No children
EA 1/12/06
Moved out 3/10/07 & 8/16/07
Back on 5/18/07
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