H is leaving. I feel sick, angry, so sad. I need something from my friends here. Please help me.
I had a C session today and asked H to come along. During the session, he said he had decided he wanted to separate. In the past, he has said he was thinking about it or leaning toward it, but today was the first time he sounded definite.
On the way home, he told me he had committed to the condo that's for rent (the one he mentioned a couple of weeks ago). Actually, I guessed it and he did not deny it. He made the decision 2 weeks ago, but has been afraid to tell me. Big old scary me.
I break down every time I think of the kids. I don't want to have to tell them this. I feel just awful.
