She pulled back last night. Said she no longer wants to be the villian, it came out that now her entire family thinks she is making a mistake. Only person that agrees with a D is her therapist friend that has never even met me. Asked her if she thought that odd that the one person who agrees with her doesn't even know me, but her whole family thinks she is making a poor choice.
Well it went from bad to worse, to I'm basically nothing to her. Then when I told her I couldn't get her insurance, she suddenly buttered me right up. It pissed me off so bad, I didn't lash out, but just said she would have to do it herself.
She called later last night, told me sorry for the argument, I did the same, but no head way on that talk. Called this morning to say Hi, I went straight to business, needed some nice clothes for S, I'm taking him to a reception tonight. She lingered on the phone and wanted to chit chat, but I can't anymore, just got it over with.
Well after thinking last night I still don't know what to do. I can't keep this up. I'm for sure going to pull back, no more help, money or assistance. I'm not going to hang out with her anymore. Right now, we are gettting no where. So she needs to see how the single mother life is going to be.
I really think she has emotional issues that need attention and I don't think I want to be married to that. Last night a friend reminded me of all the times he has seen her do things, and it has really jogged my recollection of all the crazy stuff. I'm really leaning to just wanting her out of my life and be done. i know each day changes that, but for the last 3 or 4 days I've just felt that I want her gone.
