Life is a journey for sure. I am still "right" there with you. It is back and forth for me as well.
Go back to school and enjoy yourself.
I take things one day at a time. I've moved to a new house, have a new job, and am trying to wrok myself back into shape. H is still on the roller coaster, although he seems to be on a much slower one these days.
I don't post much and don't visit much, but it is always nice to see an old friend on here.