I was on my knees begging...and you know the rest.

[MissingMyHoney]

It's a brand new day - I feel so alive. Last night was one of the most beautiful evening I had ever since severe marital problems arose.

Before I left work to go and pick up D from daycare, W wrote me an email:

W - Are you going to the grocery store for any reason this evening? If so, can you pick me up some trident chewing gum.
H - Yes, we will. We will be buying a few lottery tickets.
W - Ok.

D and I went home, I cleaned up the kitchen, got the trash ready to be taken out, cooked dinner. I made fried shrimp and fries. D and I had dinner a little late but it was just in time for W arriving home from work.

W looked so beautiful in the outfit she chose to wear to work. W changed her clothes and went into the kitchen to see what I had cooked. W asked if she can have some food and she wont appreciate my telling her to ask her OM to feed her. I replied that she should not be asking me for dinner but to go ahead and serve herself.

I continued by saying that I am her man and I will ensure she has something to eat daily. W didnt rebutted. We all sat down since I also had bought a small chocolate cake for dessert. I served D and I a piece and thereafter W had some dessert.

I was glancing at W while she was eating and at first time she caught me. I hurriedly looked away, then I did it again, that time she caught me. W asked why was I staring at her, I replied because I admire your beauty. W replied well now all of a sudden you are admiring me. I replied because you are beautiful. W smiled and continued eating.

Later, W said why am I into going to movies, why am I into the malls and dining out. I said because I have dedicated my entire weekend to doing these activities and anything else can be reschedule around my weekend. W didnt said anything. I told W if she would like to take a ride to Illinois just for the hell of it - IL is approx 30 mins away to the state line. W didnt answered.

Then, I said if she would like to go to VS this weekend so I can get her some stuff. W didnt responded and I told her D and I dont have to be in the store with her but we can go to the carousel while she shops. It may be possible this happends this weekend.

So far so good. I am doing well today!