Separated from WAW

[dlt1]

I succumbed to my weakness and stopped by the house. The rings are still there and W is at work. I actually feel a sense of relief that I know the truth. I don't know why she sn;t wearing them. I realize it does not have to mean she has given up. I know she is confused. We avoided R talk the last 3 weeks, so wonder if she takes that as me doing same old thing, though I was giving her the space she wanted. I have to talk to her about that this weekend. Going to target 4 months extension, hopefully back in the house, but at least more contact and set R times to talk a bit, aside from 'date' times when we just have a good time. Today I can do nothing, so why go over the what if's? I will try to go back over diff sitch's and see what else I can pick up. I am definitely in a free fall on the coaster.