Separated from WAW

[dlt1]

Thanks all, A somewhat good night's sleep has settled me a bit more. I can't help but think about the fact that she has been out bearly every night for the past week or so. The end of our 30 days is this weekend and we are set to talk and reevaluate. To me, I see it as she has let go, and this will be it. I see teh good things, C (but she says it's for her more than the M), been getting along great the limited times we've been together.
But that's all I got. I just have to shoot for more time and let her have fun. Hope she will stop avoiding our R. This weekend could be my last chance, so I am really preparing to let all my feelings out. Our biggest problem has been protecting each other by holding back our feelings. Me all the time, and W the past 2 months. I know she is confused, so I need to feed that to convince her more time is warranted to sort things out.
She never called me last night. I doubtshe will today either with work, and then I have things after work on Thursdays. Should I call her Friday, or just wait til Sunday? I want to know what's in her head and if we still have a chance for a future. She is all I think about. My Act As IF is waning.