Oh, HBT - we are in the same boat, aren't we?!?! Both up at all hours, thinking about this whole mess....
I'm so sorry - believe me, I know how you feel. I know it is easy to believe him when he says that you brought you there, but you didn't. You simply didn't.
I wish I could tell you how to control your emotions - I just don't know.
My heart broke at your last sentence - it is really how I feel now.
Please take care of yourself - I know it is hard, but really try to...
