CVA - "Back in Shape"

[Not Much Left]

Had a decent evening. Met kids and W for dinner. Was feeling kind of weird, like a big knot in my stomach (anxiety) about what??? W leaving town, no call all day (trying not to focus on that)

End up calling her to tell her I am close to home and if she needs anything from Target cuz I have to return some things. She does and says she is not cooking tonight. Normally I would give her the 3rd degree on why not, like "what the H have you been doing all day?" kinda thing.

So we meet at Chili's w/ kids and have a good dinnger. Go home, usual stuff, baths, movie, backrub, leave.

She is volunteering at our kids school next year so is going to get oriented tomorrow. I hope she finds some "self respect" by doiong this. I know stuff like this makes her happy as she feels productive. Still amazing to me that the most important job in the world does not fulfill women (being a mom) and they need more. Trade ya! You go out and deal with a bunch of schmucks every day, meet w/ people you dont want to meet, fight traffic 2 ways and generally waste your life on the road. That is SO much fun. Sorry venting!!!

Pt is, I actually know what its like to stay home, worked from home for 2 years and given my nature, did EVERYTHING around the house and worked. So when people tell me I have no clue what its like to take care of a house with little kids, BS, I do to and would trade in a second. But thats just me. TO each his own.

Wow, I feel better getting that out, where did that come from???

I am sure I have plenty more of those little ranting and raving tirades in me so stay tuned!

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