well, I'm worn out now! Had a tasting party tonight and I did it all by myself. wow. so much info going thru my brain and out my mouth! ;\) Never thought I'd be doing presentations in front of people. Good thing I've played piano and sang in front of people. Talking isn't so bad. compared to that.

I remember being is public speaking in HS and I was AWEFUL. oh my gosh. I couldn't hardly look up and shaking and all that. I'm definitely not the child I was in school that's for sure.

H's bday was today. my bday he was suppose to take me out but ended up driving to dallas to buy a car. never got a card or present either. so I didn't get him one. ;\) told him now we're even. kinda would actually like to get him something, but just been really busy and he's soooo hard to pick for. very picky. It's funny, he would be upset with me for not using his gifts, but yet he would exchange mine sometimes.

Is it weird that we hardly say ILY, especially on the phone? I guess I'm always hesitant to say things first. That's just how I've been. Just curious. I think there's a lot of intimacy that we're missing. We really don't hardly kiss and rarely if ever hold hands. in bed we snuggle more, but that's the only time we say ILY and really touch. I should probably change that huh? We're probably not showing our kids what intimacy really is too.

hmmmmmm. okay, I'm tired. need to go rest my brain!

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."