hehehehehe Mickey - well I was thinking of doing pole dancing! You would have a ball acting. I haven't tried that yet but did do the witch thing for the library and am going to do some more if they ask. I do archery for 2 hours a week and love it. If you haven't tried if, it has a real zen quality to it. Besides you can always use different targets <g>.
Wonderful to hear from you Steelers!! The school gives me a big tuition break otherwise I would really be up a creek and DD can make some points toward her crew expenses soon. Actually, when I get over the sticker shock and give it to God, I am not doing too bad money wise. I use the weed wacker to clip the backyard because the lawn mower broke but still...I have a weed wacker and it gets done!
BTW, my rooster hates purple boots. I almost fell down laughing when this itty bitty thing attacked them! I am hoping I can keep them safe from the feral cats around the area.
I am trying to figure out why I should even care about H. It not like it hasn't been almost 2 years. It is pathetic in a way. I think there is more than MLC going on here. He is severely damaged to not contact anyone. I do have a good life without him. I could D him but I am not sure what I would gain. It wouldn't change my life. I would be "free" - whatever that entails but I still would be too busy and wouldn't be doing anything I don't do now. Another guy in my life would be nice but I already have one, kind of....old friend who is 13 years older than me but in good shape, knows the stitch but calls and takes me out when he is in town (lives about 4 hours away). He wasn't "the one" when I was lots younger and not married though and I guess not now. Besides, I am dependent on no one to be my happiness. I will be my own and until I find it, then I shouldn't have someone in it.
Someone asked me the question: What would make me happy? I believe I am happy but when the hormones tip (like I believe they are now) I go emotional bananas. Plus, putting my dog down and DD being gone to camp doesn't help. I have plenty of friends, do anything I want to do, planning some wonderful future stuff.
Just wish, as I always do, that someone will tell me the right thing to do.....wait or D. Guess since nothing is definite, I should wait until it is. As far as being happy goes.....a little fairy dust?
Sitting quietly doing nothing, the flowers bloom effortlessly.
bomb: Jan 25, 2006 not seen since DD moved in with H - 9/1/08 H filed for divorce - 11/2008 Divorce dismissed by courts - 4/2010 still nothing
