Thinking of you and always keeping up with your posts. We are good women and have stood for a long, long time.
What are you doing for yourself....you are so bright and intelligent....I am considering getting into our local theater and doing a little acting...it is so much fun. I could see you involved in this type of thing. Behind the scenes with research, doing props, etc. There is so much to do...You have so much to offer with your background.
Get involved and you will reach a level of fulfillment that will be unmatched. Forget about the lap dancing. After all, aren't you SOOOOO above that.