We know how you feel. It does get better as time goes on. My h said the same things to me and the others here have heard the same from their S's. This board is a life saver. There are alot of great, caring people here that will help you through the rough times, but for the most part it will come from you.
Read, read and read some more. You sound like you are holding it together right now and I know how devestating it is. My h was my best friend and my whole world. After 2.5 years we are finally getting it together where I think we can make it. There is hope.
Give your h lots of space but don't let him disrespect you. GAL for yourself. Keep really busy. Patience and understanding is key right now. Keeping you in my prayers.
